Year 2010-The Perfect 10
Indeed is my most celebrated magic number 10 that makes Perfect 10 into my mind. The thought which was once, I thought was a Nightmare turned into an Excitement. As I have mentioned; stepping into another year with nothing is intimidating. I grew older, but I don't see myself achieving something in life.
I've spent bad 10 years thinking of having to love someone and spending the rest of my life with him, was my one and ONLY greatest priority, which I thought would be my Achievement. Being wanting so desperately... to be a good wife and the greatest Mummy of all, who will be able to show love and care to my children at the RIGHT Way,was my number one dream. And being someone's wife, everyone can dream of, got me crazy, lost and I don't understand the true me, myself, but going on round and round just to search for a right man, and in the end found out that I'm losing myself and disappointed again and again. And yet again and again, I became so unrecognizable, drifting far apart from who I really am but living in others expectations.
To think back 10 years ago; I studied the things I don't wish to study, being someone that go against what I really want to be; be simple, be middle, be this, be that, but be what Yullie really wants to be.
Now... I love the feeling of entering into Year 2010. Another decade has pass, though I didn't start this New Year smoothly. But, Fuck care! I no longer wants to have a superstitious thinking or believes that have been stopping me to believe in myself. To believe that what we will become is the results of our own thinking, actions, believes and what we visualized who we are gonna be. I'm going to look ahead and be who I am and that's all I know and I am going to work towards who I visualized myself to be.
10 years of setbacks is the 10 years to Perfections for many years ahead, when those are the periods of learning, moldings, experiences, findings and reflections.
And that's where my Perfect 10 comes about!
Just to share some good things to you from Sanskrit
LOOK TO THIS DAY
FOR IT IS LIFE, THE VERY LIFE OF LIFE
IN IT'S BRIEF COURSE, LIE ALL THE VERITIES AND REALITIES OF YOUR EXISTENCE
THE BLISS OF GROWTH;
THE GLORY OF ACTION;
THE SPLENDOR OF BEAUTY;
FOR YESTERDAY IS BUT A DREAM
AND TOMORROW IS ONLY A VISION
BUT TODAY WELL LIVED MAKES EVERY YESTERDAY A DREAM OF HAPPINESS
AND EVERY TOMORROW A VISION OF HOPE
LOOK WELL, THEREFORE, TO THIS DAY!
--SANSKRIT
So.... Lived well, Folks and Let's look up to a Greater things in Life.
Love you so much,
Leo
I've spent bad 10 years thinking of having to love someone and spending the rest of my life with him, was my one and ONLY greatest priority, which I thought would be my Achievement. Being wanting so desperately... to be a good wife and the greatest Mummy of all, who will be able to show love and care to my children at the RIGHT Way,was my number one dream. And being someone's wife, everyone can dream of, got me crazy, lost and I don't understand the true me, myself, but going on round and round just to search for a right man, and in the end found out that I'm losing myself and disappointed again and again. And yet again and again, I became so unrecognizable, drifting far apart from who I really am but living in others expectations.
To think back 10 years ago; I studied the things I don't wish to study, being someone that go against what I really want to be; be simple, be middle, be this, be that, but be what Yullie really wants to be.
Now... I love the feeling of entering into Year 2010. Another decade has pass, though I didn't start this New Year smoothly. But, Fuck care! I no longer wants to have a superstitious thinking or believes that have been stopping me to believe in myself. To believe that what we will become is the results of our own thinking, actions, believes and what we visualized who we are gonna be. I'm going to look ahead and be who I am and that's all I know and I am going to work towards who I visualized myself to be.
10 years of setbacks is the 10 years to Perfections for many years ahead, when those are the periods of learning, moldings, experiences, findings and reflections.
And that's where my Perfect 10 comes about!
Just to share some good things to you from Sanskrit
LOOK TO THIS DAY
FOR IT IS LIFE, THE VERY LIFE OF LIFE
IN IT'S BRIEF COURSE, LIE ALL THE VERITIES AND REALITIES OF YOUR EXISTENCE
THE BLISS OF GROWTH;
THE GLORY OF ACTION;
THE SPLENDOR OF BEAUTY;
FOR YESTERDAY IS BUT A DREAM
AND TOMORROW IS ONLY A VISION
BUT TODAY WELL LIVED MAKES EVERY YESTERDAY A DREAM OF HAPPINESS
AND EVERY TOMORROW A VISION OF HOPE
LOOK WELL, THEREFORE, TO THIS DAY!
--SANSKRIT
So.... Lived well, Folks and Let's look up to a Greater things in Life.
Love you so much,
Leo
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