Another yr has Passed

Another year has passed; I am 27 going on 28 real soon. For the past 10 years, I have been dreaming a lot; dreaming of something that, unfortunately, in this harsh world, especially in a new generation today, it's not very easy to find someone who truly love you as much as you love him. Living in a world of countless options of opposite gender, make it even harder to find true love; the sense of treasuring another person diminishing and those who are still living in "I Love you 'til death do us part" era are diminishing, almost extinct.

All these years, I thought Love can satisfies my life... I thought Love is the most fulfilling thing, ever have in my life. I thought Love is everything to keep me happy and alive. Well, I was wrong, but I was right too... In certain sense

I have a friend, who told me that Love is meant to be something or someone, who can make you WHOLE; That makes you feel COMPLETE. And it dawned on me... I was once feel complete... until I realised that the one I love never see me totally as the one who can make their life Whole. The words "Let's break up" often came out easily from them and despite learning those lessons of not wanting to be taken for granted, I couldn't stop throwing myself a "Pity-Party" in a small corner of my room. I stopped doing the things i supposed to do, I stopped loving myself as a person, stopped doing things I loved to do, Not realising that there is something else that I truly Love & truly... can make my whole life complete.

And in this year's birthday.... My only wish is to wake up, be sober and do the things i love to do eversince i was young... This love is the only one that can make my life complete... for now. I believe strongly that... as I do the things i love... and start loving myself more, Success and Love will come... And the Love I refering to is the one person, who can complete another last 1/4 of my heart...for the rest of my life.