Acceptance Love
As I grow older and now that I began my new life; starting frm scratch in every corner of my life after a cruel, harsh and bad fall, filled with betrayal and disappointment, I have learnt to accept and still be thankful no matter how bad things went through. Despite of letting myself to live my life filled with resentments as how I did, in the past, I've grew to love myself even more and began to appreciate every little good things coming my way.
I watched a documentary show one day, 2 little people who were only 3 feet tall, found their own happiness despite them, being abnormal physically. They showed me.. or rather us, that we, still be able to do what we loved to do in our life and find the love of our life who will respect us, grateful, treasure and love us whole hearted-ly; accepting us for who we are as a person. They taught me the value of love and how we... being normal and gd looking people compared to they are; physically deficiency-less compared to they are have lost the sense of time in terms of relationship. We were given too many choices, giving ourselves excuses to take our love one for granted; instead of giving, we just want to receive. Instead of giving in to each other, we only know how to pin pointing on each others mistakes and giving an easiest reason or a way to break away from the relationship irresponsibly. Promises are taken for granted, even the vows we made in the aisle are made so easily. "Papers are just a papers", "Words are just words" But for people like them, it is a sacred vow, they make to each other for the rest of their lives.
When I think back about the 2 little pple, I started to imagine... What if, I'm like them. I knew I don't have any choices. I know frm the bottom of my heart, once i found someone who can give so much into my life, loving me, going through ups and downs despite external circumstances, I will treasure him. I knew, I'll live as if I don't have any other choices, I live as if there is no tomorrow. Seeing them, at times.... being normal physically, I can't be compared to those 2. In my eyes, they are really perfect. They love, whole heartedly, they treat people with utmost kindness, they dare to love and they dare to dream.
They make me want to have what they have. True love. And I dare to say, you could hardly find that kinda love and life anywhere in our world; in our normal, beautiful looking pple world. We are fortunate yet not that fortunate. ......... But, we too, can have that kind of fortune being so in love, IF we stop taking each other for granted. STop taking our promises for granted. 'Stop taking our vows for granted.
I watched a documentary show one day, 2 little people who were only 3 feet tall, found their own happiness despite them, being abnormal physically. They showed me.. or rather us, that we, still be able to do what we loved to do in our life and find the love of our life who will respect us, grateful, treasure and love us whole hearted-ly; accepting us for who we are as a person. They taught me the value of love and how we... being normal and gd looking people compared to they are; physically deficiency-less compared to they are have lost the sense of time in terms of relationship. We were given too many choices, giving ourselves excuses to take our love one for granted; instead of giving, we just want to receive. Instead of giving in to each other, we only know how to pin pointing on each others mistakes and giving an easiest reason or a way to break away from the relationship irresponsibly. Promises are taken for granted, even the vows we made in the aisle are made so easily. "Papers are just a papers", "Words are just words" But for people like them, it is a sacred vow, they make to each other for the rest of their lives.
When I think back about the 2 little pple, I started to imagine... What if, I'm like them. I knew I don't have any choices. I know frm the bottom of my heart, once i found someone who can give so much into my life, loving me, going through ups and downs despite external circumstances, I will treasure him. I knew, I'll live as if I don't have any other choices, I live as if there is no tomorrow. Seeing them, at times.... being normal physically, I can't be compared to those 2. In my eyes, they are really perfect. They love, whole heartedly, they treat people with utmost kindness, they dare to love and they dare to dream.
They make me want to have what they have. True love. And I dare to say, you could hardly find that kinda love and life anywhere in our world; in our normal, beautiful looking pple world. We are fortunate yet not that fortunate. ......... But, we too, can have that kind of fortune being so in love, IF we stop taking each other for granted. STop taking our promises for granted. 'Stop taking our vows for granted.
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